Misfits

I try to reach out. 

I want to join. 

The only reponse

Is rejection and no. 

You have the 

power over me. 

Because years later 

I ponder why.

Why was I not allowed

Cast away

Like dirt on your shoe.

Your actions linger on. 

Year and years later 

I am stood here wondering. 

Did I miss the signals

Why are people so cruel. 

Words are painful

I can still hear them.

Round and round 

My head all day long. 

It has stuck by me

Unlike some. 

Still having that

Grasp over me.